It has been one of those days. I have been up since 3am because my dear sweet baby has decided that he doesn't like to sleep anymore and is afraid he will miss something. Plus I woke up to a head cold.
After being up at 3 am with the baby I decided at 7 am that it was hubby's turn to help with him so I could sleep for an hour. Well when I woke him up I was told "well you could have laid him on the blanket and let him play." I was so upset by this. Yes I could have left him on the blanket but then I would have had to listen to him scream cause he is also congested so it bothers him to lay flat.But mainly it urked me because I had been up for 4 hrs already with him and I just wanted 1 hour to try and rest and feel better. I just didn't think it would be too much to ask after he got to sleep and I went and took care of the little guy.
Yes I know part of my problem is I am so sick that it is making me exhausted and grumpy but I was just floored that G would tell me that!
I think I just need to be away from everyone until I feel better cause I know I am in this grumpy mood and I just feel like I want to snarl at everyone. The world is a dark dreary place for a tired and sick mama right now.
Plus there is so much other garbage floating around in my mind that it is just making it worse. I keep my mouth closed typical because I know it will hurt people but today I lost that control a couple times, so hopefully G and I can talk about it. So0me days I want to let lose about all the stuff bothering me but honestly I don't even know how without sounding very mean.
