Monday, June 20, 2011

6 yrs ago

6 years ago today I was laying in a hospital bed barely hanging on. I had rolled my car numerous times and had brain swelling and a broken spine in 3 places. I remember laying in the hospital and looking up to see my handsome angel standing over me telling me "You can't leave me, I love you too much already." He promised to be there no matter what and to help me.
We were suppose to spend 4 days together to get to know each other again after 8 years being apart. Well we spent those 4 days in the hospital with me learning to walk again then went back to Ely,NV to spend 4 more days together.
It was a very scarey time for me and he stood there and held my hand through it all. 6 years later he is still holding my hand through it all. I am glad he was there to help me get through it and he hasn't left my side since. I am so grateful for my angel. I know I have taken alot for granted lately with him. We do have rough times, but he has stood by my side for them all and has continued to love me and not let me give up.
6 yrs ago I was not a very happy person with myself or anyone around me I still occasionally have days like that but when I look into his eyes I know it will all be okay.
I honestly believe had he not been there that day I would have given up. He is the love of my life and my soul mate. I do not know what I would do without him in my life.