I am having a really hard time right now.. Since cheer is over for the season I have actually had time to sit and think. So not a good thing! It is depressing. In one week more than half of my kids will be in high school.
Beth kinda does her own thing. I am so sad thinking about in 2 years she will be leaving me and becoming an adult.
The older boys are soon to be started on their high school journey. Sometimes I worry cause they have no close friends to hang out with.
Katie is so busy all the time that it all just seems to fly by. My baby girl has grown up so fast.
Dougie is 4 and that alone makes me sad. He tells me he isn't a baby anymore he is a big boy. It hurts my heart to hear that sometimes.
I have been blessed by my family this year supporting me helping out with cheer even though it takes alot of time from them. It is really something I enjoy doing. I have made some really good friends.
This week we have 2 eigth grade promotions! Plus lots of field trips for all of the kids. the following week Bethany goes under the knife again for her right ankle this time! This most of all has me petrified. With being so busy I didn't have time to think about it but now that everything has slowed down boy it really hit me today. I am putting my daughter's life in someone else's hands. Yes she has had this done before but it doesn't make it any easier.
I have been so emotional lately just wanna cry. Can we have a rewind or pause button. That would be really good. I am so not ready to be a mom to 3 high schoolers!
