My angel!

I got bad news this weekend that affects my little angel in so many ways. Her dad informed me that her grandma has liver and lung cancer and that they don't expect her to even make it to christmas time. It is very hard for me knowing that my little girl will be losing her grandma at such an early age. I know that me and her grandma don't really get along but it is still so horrible. I know her grandma loves her dearly and she loves her grandma so much. I don't know how to help her through all of this because it is so unfair that she is losing her grandma at such a young age and she will not be blessed by anymore of her grandma's knowledge and wisdom. So I am asking everyone to just say a quick prayer for my little angel and for her grandma. It will be hard for these next couple months because I want to make sure K spends all the time she can with her grandma but I still want to be able to spend time with her also. I just hope my little girl will have some memories in the future of her grandma even if they may be vage they will still be there.

5years

Wow I cant believe it has already been 5 years! I still remember the morning the planes crashed. I was dropping Bethy off to a friends house so I could go to school. I asked her what movie she was watching and of course she said it wasn't a movie. I still can't believe that happened on US soil. It makes me wanna cry when I think about it, just remembering all those men and women who have spent time over there fighting this war and yet we still haven't gotten the guy who orcastrated all this. Hopefully some people will pull their heads out of their bums and go after the guy who did this to our country. In the mean time I will keep praying for all those people over there, our own soldiers and all the innocent people from there that just want some freedom and are happy to have our troops over there helping to get that freedom. 5 years ago was a very bad and sad thing, but it has also brought our country little closer together. It still has left so many deep wounds in all the people and has effected somany people. Well I will keep praying for our troops and remembering them and what they are doing over there.