stress (depression)??

I am just tired.. Tired of everything right now.
Beth started college. I can't believe she is almost a grown up now! This makes me so sad. I am not ready for her to grow up and leave me! I know I should be happy for her and I am but deep down I feel like I am losing a big part of me. She has been my best buddy and has helped me through so much just by being there and loving me unconditionally.
I have been helping this year with Katie's cheer team taking lead on all the fundraising. Which takes up every Monday and Thursday evening So her team can go to nationals. Nationals is the end of February and I am already burned out. Sometimes it feels like a very thankless job. Getting yelled at by parents sucks alot.
Dougie has been running a fever around 102 for about a week now with no other symtoms to go with it...
Gavin is doing karate and JROTC.
The kids have all been bickering a ton with each other over all kinds of stuff..
Plus I am now working 2 nights a week at the studio Katie takes gym classes at to pay for preschool for Dougie and have a little extra money. 
Oh and Garrett is upset cause we haven't really had any time for us with running the kids and me being so tired after all the cheer stuff. I don't have time for me so how am I suppose to make time for us!
I wanna throw my hands up and say enough and sleep for a few days!
I am afraid to tell people how I feel cause I hear enough complaining from other people and don't wanna come across like that to people.
I just feel so stressed and wanna cry alot lately.
I just feel like I am sinking....

Teenage girls

I forgot how vicious teenage girls can be. Beth has had some really good friends this year just stop being her friend for no reason and they are so mean about it. It breaks my heart for her. She does alot to help them out. and one in particular we as a family have helped out alot. But when Beth called her out and said she didn't want her to come over just to go see one of her other friends. Now all of a sudden Beth is bossy.
I have had Beth crying since 7 last night. My heart breaks for her. But now I remeber why I was not friends with girls when I was in school. Teenage girls can be so mean. I am at a loss over how to help her get through all of this. Last night she asked me if we could just move somewhere else cause she feels as though she has no friends here now. I wish it was that easy. But I don't want her to learn to run from her problems.
we hope that this year since both of those girls are going to a different high school things will be different. Plus Beth will spend half of her day at CAVIT so hopefully that will also help. Beth is usually really good at making new friends. So hopefully this will be a better year for her.