Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Insane?
Sometimes I really question my sanity. Today is one of those days. I really love my family dearly, yet I feel like yelling at all of them for different reasons. With G I feel like telling him go get a job, WOW is not everything. I love him very much but enough is enough and I dont feel like he is really that motivated, yet I feel bad telling him that becasue I am not working. And with the kids I feel like asking the older ones why they can't get along even for 2 seconds. And my dear loving baby I know she needs my attention but can't she crawl out of my bum even for a little while, at least long enough for me to take a shower. I worry about being around people cause I probably stink from sweating, yet the dear child still wants me attached to her and freaks out if she can't see me. I know I probably sound insane, but right now I feel that way. I wonder if other moms get that feeling too? But please dont think I dont love any of my family cause I truely do, it is just hard to cope with all of them sometimes.
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Since you know that you are feeling insane, you are totally sane. It is the people who think that they aren't insane who are. A little St. John's Wort and you'll be feeling great...
Um, yeah- this is soooo normal! LOL I love my family but sometimes I want them all to just POOF disappear for a few minutes! I swear that I have forgotten what its like to POOP alone! Let alone shower? I know your shower isn't big enough, luckily mine is, because I wouldn't get to shower at all if Gwennie weren't in there with me (and sometimes Rhayn, but not often.)
G is probably just enjoying a little time with you all and WOW before he has to be a man and get a job and all. But I would be pissed if I were you, too. Especially when you are living w/ his parents, lol and I am so sure you want to have your own place.
And yes, if you KNOW you are feeling insane, you are totally sane! St Johns Wort is pretty good stuff!
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