Thursday, January 29, 2015
Preschool
I can't get Dougie to go to preschool anymore. He didn't go a week ago because he had a fever for 3 days. now this week we got him there tuesday but he kept walking out and crying. We couldn't get him to stay. Now today he absolutely refuses and any time I mention it he starts crying and hides. I am just wondering if it is too much on him and he still needs more time with mommy. Should I just let preschool go? In a couple months he will be starting Kindergarten. So does he really need preschool. Should I subject us both to the crying and bad feelings? Just not sure what to do.
Thursday, January 22, 2015
stress (depression)??
I am just tired.. Tired of everything right now.
Beth started college. I can't believe she is almost a grown up now! This makes me so sad. I am not ready for her to grow up and leave me! I know I should be happy for her and I am but deep down I feel like I am losing a big part of me. She has been my best buddy and has helped me through so much just by being there and loving me unconditionally.
I have been helping this year with Katie's cheer team taking lead on all the fundraising. Which takes up every Monday and Thursday evening So her team can go to nationals. Nationals is the end of February and I am already burned out. Sometimes it feels like a very thankless job. Getting yelled at by parents sucks alot.
Dougie has been running a fever around 102 for about a week now with no other symtoms to go with it...
Gavin is doing karate and JROTC.
The kids have all been bickering a ton with each other over all kinds of stuff..
Plus I am now working 2 nights a week at the studio Katie takes gym classes at to pay for preschool for Dougie and have a little extra money.
Oh and Garrett is upset cause we haven't really had any time for us with running the kids and me being so tired after all the cheer stuff. I don't have time for me so how am I suppose to make time for us!
I wanna throw my hands up and say enough and sleep for a few days!
I am afraid to tell people how I feel cause I hear enough complaining from other people and don't wanna come across like that to people.
I just feel so stressed and wanna cry alot lately.
I just feel like I am sinking....
Beth started college. I can't believe she is almost a grown up now! This makes me so sad. I am not ready for her to grow up and leave me! I know I should be happy for her and I am but deep down I feel like I am losing a big part of me. She has been my best buddy and has helped me through so much just by being there and loving me unconditionally.
I have been helping this year with Katie's cheer team taking lead on all the fundraising. Which takes up every Monday and Thursday evening So her team can go to nationals. Nationals is the end of February and I am already burned out. Sometimes it feels like a very thankless job. Getting yelled at by parents sucks alot.
Dougie has been running a fever around 102 for about a week now with no other symtoms to go with it...
Gavin is doing karate and JROTC.
The kids have all been bickering a ton with each other over all kinds of stuff..
Plus I am now working 2 nights a week at the studio Katie takes gym classes at to pay for preschool for Dougie and have a little extra money.
Oh and Garrett is upset cause we haven't really had any time for us with running the kids and me being so tired after all the cheer stuff. I don't have time for me so how am I suppose to make time for us!
I wanna throw my hands up and say enough and sleep for a few days!
I am afraid to tell people how I feel cause I hear enough complaining from other people and don't wanna come across like that to people.
I just feel so stressed and wanna cry alot lately.
I just feel like I am sinking....
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