Losing it!

ERRR! It has already started as one of those weeks. I woke up Saturday with Pink Eye. Then we got our joyous 2 month call from Gavin's mom that evening. On sunday I was still feeling pretty crappy so I called Katie's dad to see if he could keep her an extra day but of course that was a big fat No. But when I get there to pick her up he has the nerve to ask me to rearrange my schedule this week because he wants to trade shifts with someone and work swings so he wanted to pick her up either early thursday or on friday morning. Which I tell him is fine, because I really do enjoy my time with Katie, most of the time. Then today I wake up with this horrible migraine that just wont go away. Katie picked today of all days to be in her clingy "don't leave my sight" moods. So we got through most of the day until nap time when she decided she didnt want to take one and fought with me for over an hour. Finally got her to sleep for her to only sleep for half an hour. Then about 4 o'clock her dad calls and says he doesn't have to work swings so he wants me to change my schedule again so he can pick her up on thursday. Now I am off to soccer practice to make two or three more trips to the field. I am just losing it. I don't know why But I feel so hollow inside and can't really handle any of this right now. More to come later off to another practice.